Dad. You are right here beside me, but still so far away!
I miss you, I miss and need your love so bad!
You donÂ't see me.

IÂ've tried so desperately to make you love me, you are here but still so far away.

Sometimes I try to forget you, but you hunt me in my dreams. I really try to forget, to put my needs of a caring father far, far away. But the only thing who is far away is you and your love for me!!! Though, you are still right beside me.

I once was your everything, but it changed when you and mom was seperated.
Why???

What have I done wrong, so that you donÂ't love me anymore? Why canÂ't you see that I still love you and need you as i did when i was a child?

Dad, please open your eyes, IÂ'm right beside you, I see you. I wonÂ't close my eyes!

Dad please,

You are right beside me, but so far away....