Im gonna tell you the story from the beginning . My mother met my dad i Greece , were they fell in love , they held togehter for 14 years before they had me . My dad wasnÂ't there to see my mother give birth . He lived in Greece and she in Sweden , but you thought that after 14 yers togehter they would make it , but the dídnÂ't . it took 11 years before I could meet my father , and he just pretended like heÂ's always been there for me . He had never called , or even botherd to send a card on my birthday , sometimes I thought he didnÂ't know i exsisted , but of course he knew ! He just didnÂ't care , or maybe he did , I dont know . But one thing I did know , and it was that he bought drugs with all his money . He couldÂ'nÂ't save them so he could come and see me , he bought drugs ! And I cant understand how he could do this to me .. WasnÂ't I enough ? What did I do to deserve this ? After that time when we went to see him , I never talked to him , or even visit again . Why should I ? Why should I even bother ? He doesnÂ't care for me , why should I care for him ? :/